Tuesday, April 20, 2021

Fallen

 

Went out to get groceries, and took a header onto the asphalt parking lot. Everything at once, hands, knees,  face. Nothing broken, just some blood on my nose and cheek. Even my glasses are fine.  Two people stared at me. One guy asked what happened. 

"I tripped."

"You ok?"

"Yeah, nothing broken. Thanks."  Shaken. I know I yelled when I hit, out of frustration as much as anything. Terrified of breaking. 

I am not having a good stretch here. 

I continued on, because the restrooms at Trader Joe's were closer than home, and I could wash up and assess the damage. Road rash on the bridge of my nose, so I wadded up paper towel and held it in place with mask and glasses. Slice on my cheek that would stop bleeding before I got home. Picked up dinner, although in a bit of a haze. Didn't have my phone, for some reason.  Got home feeling less shaken, but with my nose starting to throb. 

Going to go sob a bit. 



13 comments:

The Crow said...

Oh, good heavens! Cats will be there to comfort you until Dylan can be there, I'm sure. Were it me, I think I'd sleep in for the next couple of mornings. I hope you recover from this shake-up fairly soon.

am said...

Sometimes nothing will do but a good cry. None of this is easy. As Crow wrote, thank goodness for Dylan and the good medicine of cats.

Zhoen said...

Crow,
He helped me patch up, hugs and made dinner.

am,
Gravity is a harsh mistress.

Starting Over, Accepting Changes - Maybe said...

Oh my, but I am glad to read that you are OK.

GentleEye said...

Sorry to hear about this mishap - but not surprised. The tensions and strain you've been under are loosening, the armour is coming off - it all makes navigating the physical world more challenging!

I do hope you can take a real rest before engaging with looking for new 'work'. Cats and gardening. That should do it!

Pam said...

Oh dear, poor you! Hope you heal soon.

tristan said...

you are a talisman of bravery in a cowardly world ... upwards and onwards !

Zhoen said...

Accepting, Pam.
Thanks.

Tristan,
More like slightly off to the side, and I certainly don't feel brave at all.

Gentle,
Yup, feeling very raw and unbalanced.

Sabine said...

Dear woman, take care of yourself, give yourself plenty of time and easy does it.

Zhoen said...

Sabine,

Trying.

Michael Leddy said...

I know that disorienting feeling of being out and about and having to get things done when everything has gone wrong. It’s rotten. Take care.

the polish chick said...

Hugs (but gentle ones)!

Zhoen said...

Should Fish,

Amen.

pc,
Hugs are fine.