Monday, October 30, 2017

Impeachment Petition.

Watch this, and if you are a US citizen, sign the petition for impeachment.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vyew9k1b2GU

thank you

Sunday, October 29, 2017

Glory 31/100

Hard to think these days. Slipping past hope and despair.

Remembering the world is in turmoil, sick, tired and starving.

Not just this country, but everywhere, everything, all nature heaving.

Our species attacks itself in confused suffering, blind in fury.

I imagine trilobites did the same when the atmosphere changed.


Will we survive? Of course not, everything dies. In time.

Everyone, everything, has a lifetime, we're not special, blessed.

Nature does not care, merely exists. Striving merely survival mechanism.

Or is love what happens in life, what the universe strives

To be, to know? A glorious adoration, transcendent kindness? Life fulfilled?



A video of just justice.


Saturday, October 28, 2017

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Painterly 30/100



Painted, sort of. Enough to get through winter. Next spring...

Maybe save enough to get a proper job done for.

Struggling with profound fatigue, virus lingering without consent or invitation.

Hard to imagine doing all the necessary work to finish.

Workroom space a mess beyond. An eternity of maybe not.


The progress is fascinating, though. The pile of debris less.

I thought it would be in the job, but no.

Will have to wait for city cleanup day in Spring.

Or hire it hauled away? One piece at a time,

In the weekly bin? Snuck at night into neighbor's bins?

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Curtains 29/100



The Porch is now The Laundry. Bright, warm and functional.

Still working on a shielding curtain for around the toilet.

Doesn't bother me, but there may be times, so yeah.

Dylan got the speakers working out there yesterday, very nice.

And a drying line at some point. Still to come.


The glow in the dark skeleton, clock, old calendar decor.

Eleanor goes out there, Moby much less interested, so far.

The platform for washer dryer a great idea,

All credit to Dylan. And our able contractor's easy skill,

Wouldn't have been easy for us. Outside painting still needed.

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Cough 28/100

Taken over by crud and congestion, hacking cough, sinus distresses.

Still, got pathway clear for large work friend & brother

To move the washer/dryer up from the basement yesterday.

Miserable job, but done, to my immense gratitude, few scrapes,

No blood loss involved. They were so helpful & gracious.

A gift of roast beef and chocolate babka, & cash*.



The heavy work done, the fiddly work starts for Dylan.

I may not be much help today, snuffling and sneezing.

Living on nyquil, mucinex, steaming my head repeatedly with eucalyptus.

Still, no more basement laundry! We get through this gladly.




*Compensation, from Trader Joe, premade. Brother tried to refuse, so sweetly.

Wednesday, October 18, 2017

Pressure 27/100



Vet techs checked Moby's blood pressure, Eleanor wandered away nonchalantly.

He took it rather better, only growling at the end.

Down substantially. We sighed relief. We continue to feed, supplement.

His weight down a bit, too, so we'll be checking.

Taking care of cats. Our purpose in life. It'll do.


Work done, inspections passed, my own shoddy paint job outside.

It'll be good enough to seal for winter, protective coat.

Best I could do for now. Next year, proper painting, hopefully.

Washer Dryer will be moved up Saturday. Platform now placed.

Toilet already proving useful in the expected way. Well. Um.

Encyclopedia



My friend from grade school found this among her school stuff. Presented without further comment.

Sunday, October 15, 2017

Emulsion 26/100





Watered down, free from yard sale paint, an emulsion brushed

Lightly over flatly painted brick, bringing out the texture underlying.

The illusion of depth, reality of dimension, roughly highlighted truth.

An experiment, creative play, color and luminescence, shadowing allowances, edges.

My abstract mural, laundry, toilet, sink, lines, dots, reflections.




Why does the cat sit on the edge? She huffs,

"It's a cat thing, you wouldn't understand. I'm not explaining."

Alrighty then. She knows all the best corners. For her.

The foam blocks await completion. Once brightening the dark basement.



They will cover this floor. And positively glow. So comfy.

Friday, October 13, 2017

Gleaner 25/100

Finished cleaning the foam blocks last night, laid them out.

Not dry this morning. Figured, windows good for this.

Using old, ill learned, card house building lessons, balancing loosely.

Foam needs time to dry, apparently. Moved them for contractor.

I hope I amuse more than annoy. He seems bemused.




New data out on skin color. We pale folks are

Basic apes gone naked. The colorful people are more sophisticated.

This makes sense to me. Also a study on Ainu

Another corner that fascinates me. Eternal soft spot for the unregarded.

Natural gleaner, picking up the fallen, lost, discarded small treasure.



Thursday, October 12, 2017

Colors 24/100

This is a platform built from the salvaged floor joists.

And the extra chipboard. Contractor willing to cut the wood.

Then simply offered to slap it together for us, done.

The washer and dryer will sit a bit higher upon.

Better than what we'd have done, a rough beauty, functional.



And as for the rest, take a look. So close.



Functioning toilet and washtub sink. Cleaning the colorful foam blocks

Up from the basement after 5 years good service, dirty

But brightening up beautifully with bleach, soap, scrubbing, sorting out.

A large, simple puzzle, soon solved in a sunny room.

Sunday, October 08, 2017

Insides 23/100





And the "before" images are after I'd removed the windows.

We have not lost any net light. Illumination increasing some.

Tiles down, cheap but effective and to be covered anyway.

Some details matter, some don't, important to know which count.

Invisible attention for god, or botched cathedrals? Eh. Good enough.


Feeling the grim determination of survival. Trudge mode, get through.

My Basic mantra. No way out but through. To completion.

Latissimus Dorsi complaining of yesterday's painting the ceiling. Dylan rubbed.

Cats keeping us both grounded and engaged. Furry therapists, professional.

Paint and tools. Dust and rags. Color and light. Soon.



Saturday, October 07, 2017

Stage 22/100

Painting a ceiling is a messy proposition, spattering everywhere, me.

Extension pole, roller. Salvaged, leftover, free and mistinted paint together.

Previous owners left in basement, yard sale freebies, Ace Hardware.

Colors... artistic! White mostly, for the sake of light. Bright.

Reminds me of stage set painting, the illusion of depth.



Cleaned the plaster dust off the bricks, for eventual fauxing.

Will need to clean the windows tomorrow, scrape off paint.

Finish sticking down the tile. It's getting so close now.

Had to wait for dawn today, no lights or outlets yet.

Feels so solid now, so grateful for the craftsmens' work.

Wednesday, October 04, 2017

Corner 21/100



The last bits always take the longest, details, cleaning up.

Painted plasterboard and patches, bottom half. Stuck down vinyl tiles,

Cheapest ever, so beige. Color to be added later, atop.

Also vacuumed the boards beneath. Avoiding fiddly bits, until later.

Washed kitchen floor. 0700 Meeting at work, new miniC-arms training.


Moby's blood pressure is lower, but not quite enough, not yet.

Dosage adjustment. I was on the floor helping hold him,

Not a happy cat. Much complaint, duly registered, acknowledged Sir.

Made catsoup, adding taurine, K+ & eggshells (powdered), kidney diet.

Made our dinner, lunch for work, too much kitchen time.


Option 20/100

Not all invitations are invitations. Unearned obligations are unfair.

Especially for Thanksgiving with parents, coercive in implications.

Surely they know this is unwelcome, and don't care.

Nagging is a hateful word, but it fits this time.

And I refuse harder, and woke to memories of past.


Required to iron my father's snot rags, and done well.

Shine his shoes, which stank. And fold his underwear, properly.

Why did my brothers not have this duty? Yes, yes.

I know why. The PTSD hit hard this morning.

At 0400. I will not drive so far, no. No.



Monday, October 02, 2017

Savor 19/100

The world ends every night. Every morning born all new.

Every winter an ending season. Every spring grows from death.

Civilizations collapse, are forgotten, lost. The ideas reappear next millennium.

The old must be ground. Returned unto dust, remember this.

Nothing lasts forever, no stasis. Nothing is lost forever, elemental.


The ostlers get new jobs. Silk and wool were rare.

Salt expensive, meat for rich. Reading books comes and goes.

Safety unknown too often everywhere. Transitory ports in chaotic seas.

So, we love most fiercely. Live most tenderly, dear friends.

Breathe deeply, savor our moment. Witness faithfully, tell the truth.