Finally coming down. A very bad high. Awake now for 36 hours, and not yet bedtime, but I think sleep will be possible, possibly unavoidable. Not that I am at all inclined to avoid sleep. My motormouth was obnoxious to me, once started, shutting up was nearly impossible. This is not me, I don't just keep talking and talking and talking. Occasionally I write a bit obsessively, but I can normally control my voice. D is, to my eternal gratitude, both honest and tolerant and supportive.
All the tasks have been accomplished for today. Everything done that can be done. January is going to be quite a month. Moving from a small place into a large place, a few blocks away, over the course of a week, is an ideal situation. This is going to work. Which we always knew, deep down. Not good to admit it too soon, but, yes.
Down, down, down.
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Being born a Gemini I have noticed an elsewhom within me that comes out and is super talkative and excitable and passionate and motivated. Under normal circumstances that other me is buried, and I don't really know what triggers the change.
Having time to relocate is key - we had a month of dual property possession which really helped.
I would offer to come over and assist in the move during that week, but I fear some component of geography precludes this.
Phil,
I appreciate the offer, but you are correct about geography. We're pretty good at this moving thing, we are close, have a week, and are going from a small place to a large place, without much stairway to negotiate.
We all have two brains, possibly more. The main two keep each other in balance, one coming up with stuff, the other deciding what to express.
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