Showing posts with label Photos. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Photos. Show all posts

Saturday, March 03, 2012

Limitattions

Wrong,



Better,



I do know that I am an intelligent person. I also know the limits of my intelligence and knowledge. I'm always working on those gaps, but I also know in what ways there will always be huge gaps. I think that is part of being smart enough, being able to see how far the road goes on, and how little fuel I have left. I will never be as smart as any crossword compiler, my uncle Walt, or our friend N, for instance. I'm crap at rote memorization, spacial relationships, arithmetic, and I'm not a fast thinker most of the time.

Puzzles are a great challenge, sudoku a practice in seeing numbers - that I still screw up, and I rarely get a late-week crossword puzzle off perfectly. No expert I. I've had to work at anything I wanted to understand. Doable, but not easy, ever. I worked for every A I got in school, and I got a lot of them. Lots of school prizes, and I never cared, because I knew how good it could be, and I had not gotten there. Playing a musical instrument, oh, my do I know how it feels to be inept.

This is part of why I love writing and photography, because I don't really understand, and I have to put everything into getting it attractive and legible, readable. I make progress. I know good writing, and good photographs. I can see what it takes, see when they are really worthwhile. I can't do them, save the occasional lucky shot, the odd essay that transcends my skill. As all artists who occasionally transcend their skill, a period of extreme inspiration and talent, a masterwork, often never to be regained. A minor version of the To Kill a Mockingbird experience, as Harper Lee has admitted, when the story wants to be told, and one amazing book emerges. What else could anyone want?

I work at it, so if a photo wants me to take it, a story wants me to tell it, maybe I'll be able, ready, at the right time. No guarantees. There never are.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Augusted

Now used discarded
Disheveled, dusty, waiting
For the rains of fall.








(under the bed)

A thorough and thoughtful essay on the Gargle -- policy on "real names." Well worth the time, even if you were not considering joining.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Lamp


Washed the sheepskin, took two days to dry properly. Moby approves.



I know it's not an ammonite, and I'm sure I used to know the name of this tubular, early creature, but I can't remember what it is.
Orthoceras, apparently.

This was pretty enough, but I had to handle it to realize what it was.


So, got some lamp oil, and are rather pleased.


The game is Cranium, and there is some modeling clay included. Second hand, that was a bit dry, and slightly mucky. So I picked up some PlayDoh. Which I will have fun with anyway. Mom used to make modeling clay for me occasionally, occasionally allowing me some food coloring. Which I liked, and much appreciated. On the one occasion when I was given some commercial Play Doh, I was not allowed to mix the colors "because you can't unmix them." Now, it's the first thing I do, and I feel a twinge of resentment that I was not allowed this joy as a child, for a sensible reason.


I don't know where the snowguy idea came from, looks a bit like SNL's Mr. Bill though. He was immediately swished into a candy cane, then put back in the tub.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Bed

Took a long, hot, bath this evening.


We often do a crossword before bed.


Sometimes we read.


Read today that the NY law allowing gay marriage goes into effect 24 July. This is Pioneer Day in Utah, the Big Holiday (far outdoing the 4th of July.) I could not help but smile. A small irony, but a good one.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Garden

My tiny garden.

Mint flowers.


Grass for the cat to eat. Eggshells to keep the moisture in, as this area bakes in the sun.


A sunflower (I think) from the birdseed.

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

Chasing



Bright colors distract our eyes.
Loud noises deafen us.
Strong flavors dull the taste.
Chasing after them all confuses our sense of direction.
Having things leaves us empty and wanting.

Wisdom requires other ways of knowing,
Learning when to close down and hear the heartbeat within.




Plates of meat.
Rhyming slang for "feet"; often abbreviated to plates.

Brewer's Dictionary of Phrase and Fable. 1963. P 708.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Recursive



Moby, very proud of himself.


I don't know why I haven't taken a photo of the camera yet. But here it is. Nice camera.



Getting recursive.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Magpie

Magpies may not be the pretty birds of the flocking fellowship, but they fascinate me. Many congregate around the university campus and research park, which includes my orthopedic hospital. I've endured more than a few meetings because of them - and the large windows. I'd taken the camera with me this morning, for the early clouds, that can be quite dramatic at dawn. Not today, though, and all blurred en-route to the data disc.

But as I left this afternoon, one of these large and boisterous birds landed in front of me. I turned on the camera, as it rasped and hopped ahead of me. Until finally posing, as if to say, "Look, I'm most beautiful now, here!" So dramatic, and not a little ratty, but I obliged and admired the attitude.





*Reminds me of her. D, don't go and look. Any of you with any aesthetic sense, don't look. Really, most of you with any kind of sensitivity at all, just don't click, you'll be happier.

Any of you like me, well, give it a shot.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Goggies

Wanted to get out and try out the camera. Our original idea was out of bounds, but we stumbled upon the the Avenues Street Fair on our way back.


I got a nice kiss from a greyhound (there with the breed rescue society) and got these nice goggies on pixels. What the heck is the Ginormous Shar Pei?






Then we went to Brewvies for lunch and Scott Pilgrim vs. the World. The first movie I've seen at a theater in more years than I care to count that I actually LOVED. It's smart, and expects me to be bright and pick up on references and hints and to follow along with dramatic cuts and sly asides. The tone was pitch perfect, a precise movie about people living rather slapdash lives, full of heart without being sentimental. Or when it does deliver a "lesson" it's with overthetop self-consciousness, "yeah, we know, and we know you know, and you know we know you know." Fun, but not fluffy. Kieran Culkin one of many young actors that prove it's the poor quality of direction and writing that is killing film, not lack of decent actors. Never being a gamer or a comic book fan, I know I missed some of the more obscure references, but just being awake and aware for the last thirty years, I got enough.

All in all, a Good Day.

Sunday, August 01, 2010

Golf


Pi Hole, Andrew Callis.

The apartment building has a notice board, outdated events for the most part. But one, well, I had to follow up, because it seemed so unlikely. But there really is an art exhibit of miniature golf courses, and they are playable. With a loose enough definition of "playable." Real little clubs, gold balls, booties to protect the artwork, and a hole to aim for.

We liked π hole, with the blocks it was harder than it looked, but actually quite playable as these things go.


Putting to the Center of the Earth, Davina Pallone

This one was very soft, all knitted, with felt hazards, very warm little course.



The balls rolled over it better than expected.

It's a trap!
"Two Stroke Penalty for landing in the salt trap! Please remove your ball from the trap (by hand) and place on the red dot located on the green... Please do not play from, or step, in the salt trap. Thank you!"

The Fortuitous Sequel to Mean Means Value, John Preus and Sara Black.



We both did this, but D's green ball hit in a more pleasing spot on the salt pile.


More to follow.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Drill




Sitting around at work today. No, not usually there on Sunday, but I volunteered for a Disaster Drill, needing the extra income of a half day, after several weeks of low census. I'm sitting between two other nurses, as we waited for further instructions, we poked around online.

The Drill was very low key for us, but apparently there was a full scale simulation going on. To put the best possible face on it, much was learned and no one died. And I got nearly five hours pay to make phone calls. Good thing I had the new flashlight in the car, because the lights in the locker room/restroom would not come on. Didn't need to change clothes, but I did need the instruction sheets and call list. Their idea of "lunch" at the debriefing was El Cheapo's Extremely Greasy Pizza. None of us tried it. But it was popular among the bloodied actors (presumably from a high school or college theater group.)

All in all, a pleasant morning considering I was being paid.

D and I took a good long walk once I got home.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Approval


I can't imagine why I never get carded at all, these days... . It still startles me, at times, how white it all is. Not bad, just, whoa! Is that me? D took this of me, at my request. I rather like it, although I do keep thinking of Cousin Itt.

"'Snurfle, snurrrrrffflle."


"I'm Moby, and I approve this new blanket."

Monday, September 14, 2009

Downpour



Moby relaxed intermittently, as the storms gathered. Then he took to the closet or dryer, until the next bit of scary rain or thunder.

Watched it approach from the south.



Got some heavy rain, pouring down. While Moby cowered in the closet, a few small birds found the seed. I thought about bringing him out. But we leave him in there when he's hiding.


About the same time, before the next storm, a woman walked her rat. Aw.

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Furniture



We've never had good places to stuff clothing. Apartments with scant or unusable closets. Northern climates requiring winter clothes and summer clothes. Two people who are lackadaisical about folding, hanging up, or otherwise being very tidy about laundry means a constant, low level, if clean, mess. (We're pretty good about putting dirty in a basket.)

No doubt having to go to laundromats or laundry rooms means putting away is an irritating chore on the heels of a big, heavy chore, that then doesn't get done. No laundry fairies. Sadly. And worn once, still clean, articles, wind up thrown wherever. Well, don't want to put it completely away with the clean, right?

The closets here are both tiny, and largely unusable day-to-day. Having washer and dryer right here, inside, not far away from the bedroom, reduces the efficacy of the excuse, and shows we are essentially lazy on this subject. But even when we take on the piles, we find ourselves just shifting them around, since there is so little place to put anything.

So, we dug into the budget, and shopped around, and around, and around. We have a tall, narrow chest of drawers, a lingerie chest to be technical, that we got many years ago, at a local place that makes all-wood furniture.


Specialty Furniture is not posh, and has a good range of affordable, to 'Oh, if only I were rich' furniture. Looked at some really affordable chests at a regular furniture store, particle board, no slides, and decided that cheap meant cheap, inadequate, breakable, useless in a few years and in need of replacing. So, we went back to the "All-Wood, All-The-Time!" place, where we'd looked before, but didn't quite want to spend that much. Until we starting seeing what else was available.

And, well, it's Labor Day Weekend. This one was 50% off, and just at the edge of what we were going to wince at, but pay. If it was worth it. Maple, solid, drawers that will glide easily for decades, more finishing and detail than we would have chosen, a bonus, a treat for the eyes and hands. We looked at a pine one, that we'd have had to finish, would have held up just fine. In twenty years, when these both still quietly do their jobs, that extra bit we paid, will not even be remembered. Ah, well, it really is well made.




D talked to me about the relative merits of wood on the way home, generally in relation to their use in guitars, but extrapolating. Maple being used mostly for necks, because it's smooth and solid, but for the body, it makes the sound too bright and brittle. The older chest of ours is probably alder, also a guitar wood, with a much better sound, apparently.

I've never seen the bedroom so organized. We decided this is the nicest bit of furniture we've ever owned. A good flat surface for Sebastian, a lamp, and my pottery.



Oh, and it fit beautifully in our car. (Which may be a Tardis in disguise, being larger on the inside than the outside.) The guys who brought it out seemed dubious, but I was pretty sure. And it slid in perfectly. D only had to give up his leg room on the passenger side.

Sometimes, maybe usually, going cheapest winds up much more expensive. When we were poor, there often wasn't a choice, since getting that lump sum couldn't happen. Once we could manage it, we learned to get the best, preferably on sale, that we could eke out. Better to do without than waste resources on the chintzy, and ultimately, disposed of. We're watching the money carefully, but we are not what I would call poor anymore. Not rich, not even well-to-do, but we know the rent is going to be there.


Oh, and relative to the last post

Some research on cat's purrs. And another about the same study.


Closing comments, because I keep getting spam comments, trying to sell us furniture.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Chair


A new consignment/thrift store opened just down the street a couple of weeks ago. I wandered over today, and found it to be clean, well chosen, and most remarkably, properly priced. Reasonable without being either ridiculously cheap (indicating imminent business failure) nor inflated. Fair, in short. And two small, but friendly little poodles that welcomed me with doggy enthusiasm. I rather like poodles, if they are raised like dogs. Nice breed, well treated. They tend to be, "Dude, whatever, just pet me then throw the damn ball." These were like that. Nice chat with the owner. Rainbow sticker up, we talked about the Art Crawl and the Arts Festival, living on the East Coast, small apartments, and of course, poodles.

Saw what looked like a very comfortable chair on the way in, and after a look around the shop, went back out to sit on the one on the sidewalk. Comfortable, solid, went back in to ask the price, reasonable. So, well, I have a new chair. I think it's very stylish, nice to sit in, which is the point of a chair. Much needed, in here. Eventually, I may refinish it, re-glue all the joints, but it's good as is right now.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Field




So we took D's parents to the Red Iguana, then to the British Field Day. In this state, unlike in Britain I'm sure, a little rain did discourage. I thought it rather pleasant, but because so many had already left by the time we got there, at least they didn't ask us for the entrance donation. FIL fell for the Rolls. MIL for the Triumph. This was the alternate for Father's Day. We like seeing them, but not for the formal holidays. So, we make other arrangements. Been working much better since our three year sojourn to Boston.