Fractures are never just fractures. The bones are covered with tissue that is part of the tendons, which are part of the muscles. It all connects. When disrupted, it all has to heal.
The pain overall has been manageable. At this point, as long as I'm not doing anything, it's mostly none at all. Until a muscle spasms and pulls on the whole network, or a nerve comes back online. It is intense, but does not persist very long. Bumps do not feel good, as when I rolled over to Trolly Square to look at pretty things yesterday. So tiring, a week doing nothing and I have to work up to physical exertion again.
The world gone insane is beyond me. I cannot run or march. My mind is slow and easily distracted. The years feel heavy, although my patience is rich and thick. I wait, I watch, when an opportunity arises, I will act. Doing what I can now, which is supportive. I will not be afraid. I am angry.
When I sleep, it is solid and deep. My dear one is struggling, this on top of everything is too much. But he is here, and we are together, taking care of cats.
3 comments:
Doing nothing is hard work..but fortunately you can sleep deeply.
How is the rest of your household...cats in plural too?
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I'm glad you can sleep and heal. I'm grateful for good sleeping lately too. Got to gather strength for the future.
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