State

I am the sort of person who

Never comes late for anything.
Never lies for personal gain or even protection.
Never wears makeup.
Never mocks anyone to their face.


I have, however,

Left early.
Lied to avoid conflict.
Pretended illness.
Torn pretentious people to shreds in private.


I would prefer

To be just on time and enjoy staying to the end.
To never lie at all, and once in a while blurt out embarrassing truths - but people just laugh.
To be healthy and comfortable in whatever I'm in.
To be easy going and thick skinned and tough minded.