Waves

I seem unable to properly hold a grudge. Those managers, that anesthetist that I so feared and loathed at the old hospital, seem pitiable and petty in their sad little realm. Yes, they ruined my experience of that marvel of a city, three years with no need to drive, much less own a car. I mind how much I missed because of unjustly inflexible schedulers, the exhaustion of the hard way round everything. Still, I can only laugh with rueful relief. I am, ineffably, home. What does it matter?

The waves from the move settle. The sofa showed, as did car. The Fortean Times showed today, and D is dealing with finding appropriate MDs for himself. I have licenses, RN and Driver, though both took wrangling, most with D's unstinting assistance. Due to K's loan of her vehicle, we had food in the house, and I got to work on time every day this week. A date at the Hong Kong Tea House, (struggling to survive road construction) worth waiting three years for.

The apartment, as scoped out by R is quite livable. Bright, and with a possibly illegal amount of closet space, we came to appreciate it's flow for a week, empty. The dishwasher is not to be, it's one that has to be plugged in and hooked up - to where we have the water filter. We have decided to be ecologically sound, and wash by hand. Plugs are a bit scarce, so we have power squids. Not AC, but a swamp cooler, more efficient in a desert anyway. The shower head much too low for D, we found another one, and I got it on. Very proud of my bit of plumb. The beige-ness of the place has absorbed our red couch, and the rug really pulls the room together.

An old friend, and the nursing educator when I was greenly wet behind the ears in the OR asked me what I was doing, as D had gotten an MS, MA, and was now going for his PhD? I couldn't answer. Not because I had no interests, no accomplishments, but that I could not explain in a few locker-room-minutes. K and I are going to hand build pottery, since my back won't compass the wheel, my back screwed up from friends saving my life when I choked. But that's ok, since that was when I started writing a novel in a month, and I plan to take a writing class at the Library soon, to get the second one into shape. For a start.

All kinds of starts.

Moby enjoying closets, ups and unders, space to jump around, birds to chatter at in the mornings, friends to adore him.

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12 comments:

Blogger Poor Mad Peter said...

Fits and starts.

14:07  
Blogger zhoen said...

PMP, Heh. All kinds of fits. And a car called a Fit.

15:55  
Blogger gulnaz said...

i love the optimisim of your starts, it surmounts reality and inspires me.
thanks

03:58  
Blogger Pacian said...

Starts are good. I worry about the ends in life, though. (Perhaps there is a knack to turning those into starts as well?)

06:21  
Blogger leslee said...

Glad to hear that things are coming together, more or less.

We'll have no dishwasher, and we counted very few outlets in the new apartment. But you figure ways around these things. With less commute time, I guess I can spend a few minutes washing dishes.

Also glad to hear you're going to invest in developing your writing further. Wonderful.

11:10  
Blogger zhoen said...

Starts, finishes, same thing, all part of bouncing. Flexibility.

17:02  
Blogger Patry Francis said...

Glad to hear you're settling in. Makes me think I can begin again somewhere, too.

20:53  
Blogger Lucy said...

This does sound better; only a matter of time!
We still wash by hand, others are astonished, though apparently with modern DWs the water use is no more than by hand. A window at the sink makes it a pleasant activity, do you have one? Like the sound of your red rug and furniture.

22:47  
Blogger mark said...

"illegal amt of closet space"--ha!

11:49  
Blogger Udge said...

I kept track of my water use when my kitchen sink was blocked for a week, and concluded that FOR ME the dishwasher would probably be ecologically better: less fossil-fuel and less water than washing by hand. Your mileage may vary. (I still wash by hand, though, because I enjoy doing it: I find it a calming and relaxing moment in the day. Glad to hear that you are settling well.

12:10  
Blogger LJ said...

God, Zhoe. This sounds grand. And the place where you live looks so beautiful.
I pine to see that part of the world. Always have. I love deserts and wild extreme landscapes.
You sound so good.

16:53  
Blogger colleen said...

This has the sound of a new beginning and space to create it. It's a fantasy for most.

06:53  

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